☆【Speedpaint】Inktober Death of Meli Lavellan☆[Day 3]

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Song: 【Dragon Age: Inquisition - Empress of Fire 】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wByUNJ0Cnxo

Woohoo for Angst.. ( go Full Size to read the writing)

AU where, even with your missing arm, the anchor is still consuming you. You are able to hide it for a small amount of time.

When you find out you, that can no longer prolong your death.. You lock yourself in your chambers in Skyhold, as your write down your thoughts..As your finishing and inches away from death. You hear a crowd outside your door. Trying to break it down, voices of worry, and crying. The door is locked,and the slamming start, no one is strong enough.’Get Bull’ you hear Dorian..”ahhh they will be coming in soon” you hold the note close to your chest. Sitting at your balcony looking onto the moon you say “The moon looks so beautiful tonight”.. the door flies open. You are eyes are already closed. Your last tears spilling. A small smile on your face..

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I’m surprised I survived this long… Honestly…When did i sign up for this shit…oh right..i didn’t..
but..i couldnt let all those innoncent people die.. i’m always such a good person…im pretty sure
someone once told me, my kindness will be the end of me.. ughhh asshole..whoever said that can
bite me. shit…ughhh is this the point where i have flash backs of my life… “Romance solas” they said..
“romance Cullen” they said… sigh i did, at the same time..i think they both knew from the very
start. before i told them about my feelings… i hate relationships sometimes..
how do people even do this romance shit… did i even do it
right? they were both content happy, they said… ughhh fuck
you anchor..hurting…. i wonder if solas, is
traveling within the eluvians , he better not be
saying shit about tea.heh cullen must be playing
with his new mabari..cute puppy is cute…his smile..
i want to see it again… dorian,ughh bestest friend
heh..i love the flirting the boys never minded.. i
bet he is with iron bull right now..heh i hooked
them up…taking all the credit…krem de la kreme…
varric..so many stories i wonder if he will tell my
tale …wresting a dragon or something like that..
cassandra be nice to varric.. people might figure out
you actually enjoy his company …cole
keep helping others…you are so kind..pet all of the nugs..sera go
easy on the ale silly..but pull more
pranks for me..ask cole for help..
viv.. i will miss our long talks, the
spa was a nice touch. keep an eye on everyone they need someone with sense.
.blackwall..remember the promise you made with cole..learn to forgive the past, and
let go of the pain..stay with cole he can help …. jo……..josiephina…i wish we could have our
talks again, so much gossip, i miss the gossip you will always be the best ambassador…
harding…heh harding in hightown, i always loved our conversations of new lands..keep sera happy
..leliana.. though we didnt connect at first im glad we b became friends…i would always
smile when i saw your crows on my travels….almost like you were watching over us… in a
good way..no worries.. was that everyone…i am not even sure anymore..everyone… dont cry…
“why didnt you tell us”…i can already hear you all arguying about me hiding the fact the anchor was
still consuming me… “if you guys found out it wouldnt be much of a secret” i would say….
*sniff* i …dont want to die…yet…. i dont want to lose everyone…my friends…no *sniff* you all
were my family… ahh i can hear you guys at the door..’locked’ i know i know…’get iron bull’ i hear
you all say… *sniff* i love you all… heh … the moon looks so beautiful tonight…..y

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