DANICA'S DIARY EP. 2 | FAKE ID'S, FAMILY FUEDS & FAT SHAMING | LoveFromDanica

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Hey everyone! Welcome to the 2nd episode of my new series 'Danica's Diary' where I will be reflecting back on an online diary I have kept private since around aged 13. A while ago I was speaking to my sister about how I have this online diary that is really interesting because it has documented my life right the way through starting high school, losing weight, my first kiss, losing my virginity, the first boy I properly liked, getting dumped, weight loss, family issues.. the lot! that I have been writing in up until now, today.
Show More Hey everyone! Welcome to the 2nd episode of my new series 'Danica's Diary' where I will be reflecting back on an online diary I have kept private since around aged 13. A while ago I was speaking to my sister about how I have this online diary that is really interesting because it has documented my life right the way through starting high school, losing weight, my first kiss, losing my virginity, the first boy I properly liked, getting dumped, weight loss, family issues.. the lot! that I have been writing in up until now, today.

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16/06/2010
“Last day before my final GCSE, can't wait. I've got a feeling this summer is going to be really good. Croatia and my birthday, just need to get round to phoning Rosetta and te DJ then I'll be pretty much sorted. Wacthed a Juicystar07 video of her room tour, her room is so organised! I'm going to set myself a goal throughtout the summer to be more organised and loose weight. Mum will be happy aswell, thinking about going for a cycle down the toepath with Ashleigh and Junior, will help out with my legs and Junior will love it, plus it won't seem as boring. Anna told me about this sugar free jelly that is under 10cals per portion, it has been a life saver the past days. I've just been making some in the morning or the night before and munching on it while watching BigBrother or when I'm feeling like I want a nice snack, there is no guilt!”

22/06/10
"Father's day started off kind of shit, Dad made me upset because apparently we didn't spend the whole day with him.. we arrived late and he got upset that it was Father's 'Day' and we hadn't spend the day with him. Went home and had a cry because I had spent alot of money on him, ovbiously he didn't want that he just wanted to spend time with his kids which was fair enough. In the end he phoned me and told me he was sorry, we ended up going out for dinner at TGI Fridays which was nice. Went up to J’s last night and had a carryout, nothing special just chatted because she has been away for abit. Think I'm going out on Thursday with some of us, A said she was up to going but now I heard from J that she was going to some guys house, tbh i think it's because she can't get ID but that might not be the case. Mum and me has an argument about days ago, we both said some things that we shouldn't have said. I kind of feel I was the one to blame, I have been pretty lazy these past months but I have been doing my GCSE'S, maybe that isn't a good enough excuse? But I've started to help round the house just to save argument, also it makes you feel better I think when you come into a tidy room. Organising ID situation with A on MSN, I thought A wasn't coming?"

19/10/2010
"From recent pictures of myself that were taken at the weekend, I have now realised what an utter disgrace my body is in. I have not been looking after myself and I look like a complete fat mess. Starting from tomorow I am going to start fresh, I have that image of myself secure in my head and it won't be going any time soon. its 12:03 am and I haven't been able to sleep due to thinking about what a disgust I must have looked on Saturday, who do I think I am. My friends are probably embarrased for me to be seen walking round with an obese girl thinking she looks good in a tight dress. Recent comments from complete strangers have also secured my decision of changing my life for the better, on Nikki's birthday some English twat told me that the 'British would be paying for my heart surgery in 10 years time' and that I was a 'fat bitch'. Ovbiously it is not just me that see's the need for me to change but others too, I'm not getting the looks I used too and I don't feel half as good as I did. Things are going to change. Mr.Hare was talking about Budist monks today and that they can discipline themselves with anything that life throws at them, I want to be like that, I want to have a controlled organised life, that only me is control of and noone else or nothing else i.e food. I've been trying to think what has been the reasons of me letting me go, I was so happy last summer... I still believe it was down to the whole hair experience I don't care if it sounds ridiculous I've read other stories of people who reacted the same to drastic hair styles that effected their life and I do believe that my hair was my 'feel good factor' and it was taken away from me, just like if a man had his dick taken away from him his feel factor he isn't going to be feeling to good after that."

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