I am constantly worrying about what I'm doing and what people think of what I'm doing which is great but not when it stops me from actually really doing anything at all, which is kind of where I've been at for the last few years.
Show More I am constantly worrying about what I'm doing and what people think of what I'm doing which is great but not when it stops me from actually really doing anything at all, which is kind of where I've been at for the last few years.
I'm a pretty awkward person, I'm also a bit of a chameleon and I like to have other people to bounce off, so I'm not the most comfortable in front of a camera and I think the idea of people I know watching me fills me with so much awkward weirdness that it does put me off a bit, but let's face it - a) people I know make up a pretty small percentage of the people who actually watch my videos and b) I'm talking to myself, alone, in a room. It IS a bit weird, but it's just what I want to do, so if you don't want to support it that's fine but let's just not talk about it. I'm just doing the best I can in this funny old world, the same as anyone else is.
I really like the idea of making money doing what I enjoy and inspiring other people, so the whole online makeup community is really appealing to me and I miss being involved in it.
I don't really know exactly what direction I want my channel to go in but I just wanted to get the ball rolling.
Any feedback would be appreciated. Anyone who's just starting out who'd like to work together and help each other out or anyone who maybe wants to film together, anyone who's interested in booking me for freelance work in 'real life' or anyone who enjoyed my posts before who just wants to say hey feel free to send me a message. I don't know. Let's just see what happens.
You can follow me on instagram: @kim_stokes_mua
I'll be posting more regularly, who knows what yet, but it may or may not be of interest and some sort of video will follow shortly.