Why I Haven't Been on Youtube Update

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If you want to read my post click here: http://www.kandeej.com/2012/06/most-tragic-day-of-my-life-i-love-you.html
Show More If you want to read my post click here: http://www.kandeej.com/2012/06/most-tragic-day-of-my-life-i-love-you.html

I know many of you don't read my blog or follow me on twitter or facebook. Many people kept asking why I haven't posted any videos on Youtube recently. My heart has been too broken to even think of trying to be my normal, cheerful self, in a video.

To everyone who's lost a love one, my heart breaks for you and I pray that you can feel the hug and love I am sending you.
Losing my dad has been the most pain I've ever had to endure. It is still to painful to talk about right now, you can read the blog post above to read what I wrote as soon as I was able to on my blog. Blogging has been comforting to me, I can write and no one has to see if I am crying or not. Being in front of a camera has been too hard, yet! I've tried a few times and it just was awful!

I can't thank you all enough for you love support, prayers and just the kindness and understanding you have poured out to me! I love you all and truly can't tell you what your kind words have meant to me!

I will be back on youtube. I will make more videos. My heart just needed time. I will always miss my dad...and he loved my silly and funny videos just as much as he loved reading my blogs! I love him and I always will.

I hope you guys have a great day and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for the love you've given to me!

huge hugs kandee

if you want to follow me on these you can here:

FACEBOOK: http://www.facebook.com/kandeethemakeupartist
TWITTER: http://www.twitter.com/kandeejohnson
My personal BLOGGY: http://www.kandeeland.com
My other youtube channel: http://www.youtube.com/thekandeejohnsonshow
INSTAGRAM: kandeejohnson
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